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Dark Lullaby

This beautiful dark lullaby has been spinning inside my head all week.

Holly Miranda – Everytime I Go To Sleep

Every time I go to sleep I kick and scream and dream a little bit
Violently awakening to what’s real is really bullshit
Every time I go to sleep I kick and scream and dream a little bit
Violently awakening to what’s real is really bullshit
And there’s no light for me

Every time I go to sleep I kick and scream and dream a little bit
Violently awakening to what’s real is really bullshit
Every time I go to sleep I kick and scream and dream a little bit
Violently awakening to what’s real is really bullshit
And there’s no time waiting

All this space, we stretch to bend to pull
To keep our face on the other side of the world
And there’s no going back
And there’s only change
Uh huh

All my life has been on the edge of falling down
One cool night, they’re gonna put my heart in the ground
And there’s no going back
And there’s only change
Uh huh

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When I’m with you

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8sI8l8qWiEk

Slip into your skin and spend the night
And get out mine
Walking the streets in dark
Where lamps are the sunshine for the trees
Oh for the trees.

Cause everybody needs somebody
To hold them down
Oh everybody needs somebody
To hold them down
When your feet are leaving the ground
Leaving the ground
Leaving the ground
Leaving the ground.

Be the blanket for my bones
Be a place that I call home
Slipped into your skin and spent the night
Cause I feel like a different man
I feel it when I’m with you
When I’m with you
When I’m with you
When I’m with you.

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There’s no arc to my story

This tech journalist decided to go one year without internet. The post is really interesting to read.

But I get the feeling he got zero answers out of the experience, his personal problems were the same with or without the internet. But that is just my view.

I embed the video bellow and machine transcribed a passage from someone he is asking advices about life to, that made a lot of sense to me:

As far as your life, giving you advice I think I started having more success when I stopped feeling like there was a narrative to my life. I think once you let go of that idea first of you stop seeing yourself as the most important thing in your narrative you know you see yourself as more of a component I don’t have, there’s no arc to my story there’s no like climax or anticlimax or … so trying to find where things connected or what made sense in my arc didn’t really make a lot of sense but once I let go of that because that was a big thing for me in high school and college But once I let go of that I started having more success or became happier

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David Bowie – Thursdays child

Perfect match for where my interior is today!!!

All of my life I’ve tried so hard
Doing my best with what I had
Nothing much happened all the same.

Something about me stood apart
A whisper of hope that seemed to fail
Maybe I’m born right out of my time
Breaking my life in two.

(Throw me tomorrow…) Now that I’ve really got a chance
(Throw me tomorrow…) Everything’s falling into place
(Throw me tomorrow…) Seeing my past to let it go
(Throw me tomorrow…) Only for you I don’t regret
That I was Thursday’s Child.

(Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday born I was).

Sometimes I cried my heart to sleep
Nothing prepared me for your smile
Lighting the darkness of my soul
Innocence in your arms (Oh-neh don’ go).

(Throw me tomorrow..) Now that I’ve really got a chance
(Throw me tomorrow…) Everything’s falling into place
(Throw me tomorrow…) Seeing my past to let it go
(Throw me tomorrow…) Only for you I don’t regret
That I was Thursday’s Child.

(Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday born I was) Thursday’s Child
(Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday born I was) Thursday’s Child
(Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday born I was)
(Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday born I was)
(Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday born I was)

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Reptile Youth: Black Swan Born White (Keep Shelly in Athens Remix)

http://vimeo.com/44925374

Absolutely in love with Rita Lino

Turn the earth
I need the spring
To color grade everything
Things will change
For good or bad
And you can loose stuff
You never had

Don’t say no
I won’t go far
With stubbornness as
A balance bar

On a line between hope and fear
And I can see them
Both from here

Tonight
Tonight
Tonight
Tonight